Welcome To The Exhibition Of Laughter

2006-02-26T03:52:00.000-08:00

Busy wif campus life,busy wif presentation,busy wif tests,busy wif upcoming exams and also i have to organise a class gathering during the semestral break....That was the reason for my absentees from blogging..well im not goin top write wat happen withing me for the past few weeks coz it will gonna be long.So lets start from Friday the 24th...start skool at 9 for tutorial and then followed by lesture and then TEST(BIO)...well i did badly i can say...see how the result ah ..then break for 2 hours followed by clinical lab..Thank goodness that loy was on mc...if not,it will be a boring lesson...the lecturer who took over were great.Her english accent was superb and marvellous.....then after that went for the last lecturer followed by soccer...it was fun ah..but then my freaky ankle injury resurface after a tackle by two people..So spend the day at home on saturday and sunday ,nursing a bad ankle injury...Hope i can walk as per normal tommorrow coz i have a motor prac lesson and also xtar clinical lab and group discussion........

oh well

2006-01-28T17:12:00.000-08:00

4 days of holidays starting from yesterda(saturday) ..Oh well for saturday i ruined my first day out of 4 holidays by nursing my injured thigh..Geez i dunno wats wrong,i thought it was a minor injury but i cant seems to lift my left leg wen im in supine position(lying flat)...oh well the whole day i have to rest flat as i cant walk much...

Today ,wen i woke up,that injured part of my thigh doesnt seems to subside,but it will not deter me to njoy my holiday..

See ya in my next post which most prob tommorrow morning..haha

Occupied

2006-01-27T17:37:00.000-08:00

Occupied,stress,exhausted......Thats the words i used for myself for the past few weeks since returning from the campus.Thats explain y i did not blog for the past few weeks.Occupied - a lot to do (doing internet and books findings for presentation,study for test,and some self studying to keep up-to-date).

Niwae besides school work,luckily i found some times to destress myself - such as last saturday - me, shafiq and benghwa went to fishing at punggol.We reach the destination at about 11 and i have to tell ya its scorching hot there.Benghwa did not mention that place was scorching hot,so ya,which result us to sunburn...

PErsonnal - People ask me whether im happy being single?Y i kip helping my frenz to their relationship problems and some tried to matchmake them?Am i happy internally though i look happy and problem-free outernally? ------- Well Tell you guyz i dunno whether im heppi and wat in being single, wen i see my frenz happy wif their relationship,i share their happiness,whether im happy internally??hmm that will be a NO....tats my answerto you all my frenz.....

2006-01-05T03:28:00.001-08:00

Tuesday:
First day of skool....So happy to see my groupmates once again after a while we were 'separated' by attachments....skool start wif a practical lesson - BCLS(basic cardiac life support) although it was an interesting pract,sadly to say that the test is 2 weeks away...WOW!! that was fast man.... after that lecture for bioscience...kinda oklah coz we studied about reproductive system....first lesson is about female repro system...hahaha

Wednesday:
Skool starts at 8..Its lab again....bout BCLS again..kinda interesting though... then lecture (bioscience- same topic as above)...oklah i have to say...kinda complicated though...after that wen home at 11...First went home then go to peninsula to get a shirt...after that went to job hunting...tats all for the day on wednesday

Thursday:
Hmm woke up at 6 as usual....pray then surf the net for a while...skool starts 11 am - lecture about pregnancy.....hehehe this module is more to a female perspective but it will be a good information for guyz too....after that went to causeway point wif my fren for window shopping as there is 2 hours of break before the next lesson....the next lesson starts at 2...reach the tutorial room at 2.15,late by 5 minutes given that 10 mins grace....ya..luckily the lecturer is kind or else,we were marked late....ya...after that went home....till now....haha

2006-01-05T03:28:00.000-08:00

rsolution

2006-01-01T16:09:00.000-08:00

My new year resolution - To be a great fren , To be a better person , To live life to the fullest (who knows tommorow never come )...

lalala

2006-01-01T15:58:00.000-08:00

Namaste! Hi people,first of all Wishing u all A Happy New Year,blessing wif joyfullness,happiness and near-perfectness.....Its january 2006 , leave the past and look at the future.. January - tats also means school going to open...haha...Anyway my attachment is over,oh gosh ,i have learnt a lot lot new things is the clinical placement .... Besides being occupied with attachment,so far my life eh,hmm alrite i can say, nothingmuch to say bout my life event only that my hp spoilt!!! argh...and luckily had a spare one-its kinda onl though..but nvm,going to get a new phone real soon...So tommorrow is the day wen its time to go back to the campus,looking forward to it though..Its been a month or so ,i have not met some of my course mates,how are you guyz and girlz doin? till now...see ya dudes!

2005-12-10T02:59:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating frequently coz a bit busy.....lets start 2 weeks ago..well its just a brisk summary ..

2 weeks ago:
Hmm still having my holiday and its the last week of the holiday,well nothing much happen,hmm let me see wats happened,i injured my shoulder joint,wen for my 3 times daily morning jog,went out ,lepak2 (relax2)...ya tats all i do

A week ago:
Attachment starts and its great cum sad....Well firstly its great coz at last attachment arrived,and sad coz seeing those patient who r helpless and need assisstance...Hmm surprisingly,this time round i didnt feel tired after a week of attachment..I dont know why huh...Well each day after the attachment,did not went home straight but instead have a stroll .....i dont know y i did tat but it freshen me up after each stroll...so ya ...

Today:
Go for soccer training then after that headed home coz nowhere to go....ya..now updating my blog to kill some boredom.....until the next time...see ya....

2005-11-21T06:40:00.000-08:00

trying to pick myself up bit by bit now,geez its .....err wats that word...cant think of a suitable word for it..arghh watever...trying to find a werk.. but they cant accept me as i can only work for two weeks becoz of my attachment after that...hmm guess after the attachment have to find a part time werk...ya...so hmm yesterday well nothing interesting...went out to jurong point as my brotherz persuade meto follow them to buy stuff..ya wen to jurong point,as usual crowded over over there..wen to toyz 'r' us...wen to look around...played some of the stuff there....then my 2 younger bro buy some toyz...after that walk around the went home..after that i tot of going to esplanade to chill out but unfortunately my granddad say there will be guest coming over so ya,have to serve them..the guest came ard 1900 hrs...had a chat and drinks and stuff...after that they went home 40 minutes later around that ah....after that felt bored at home..so i and my 2nd bro decided to go for a cycle...ya but the destination we dont know...hmmm k thne we cycle and cycle...pass commonwealth,tiongbahru then up to river valley and at last,end up at esplanade!too bad its only 2 person,it will be fun if there more rite..ya reach there..chill a while ,replied smses and stuff thenafter that wen home..reach home around 2315 hours...then had a bath followedby watching tv and then sleep at around 0100+ hrs.............ya

shes gone

2005-11-19T06:40:00.000-08:00

hi peeps,how r u all doin?hows ur all holidays?and to my jc frenz gd luck for ur A level..16 november 2005...i will not forget that day,a day full of tears,full of moarning,full of sadness...To my beloved and dearest grandma,i wish you the best in the afterworld,hope u will be blessed by Our God(Allah) and most importantly hopefully u are now in front of the paradise's door and waiting to enter the greatest place where Allah had make for the good soul..I will miss ya grandma,you will always be in my heart always,always till my last breath..You ask me to be strong rite,ya till now i have been keeping all the tears back but sometimes i really cant control it...Ya and i will remeber the words and phrases u said to me,i will try my best to fulfil it especially the ones u said bout finding that speacial girl...ya for this past few days i have lost all the appetite,lost all the moods,lost a lot ah..especially after seeing my grandfather cried beside my grandma's side,after seeing he kissed her by her side,after shouting her name out loud,its right of me to claim him the greatest grandfather of all times.salute to him..tomy frenz whom i have rejected of going out with them,im really sori,i hope u all understand my situation,but ya,u guyz noe where i will be wen i wanted to be alone rite?if donno and wans to know,just ask me..till now my entry will be..see ya soon....miss ya grandma

break

2005-11-15T23:51:00.000-08:00

Had my 2 weeks break now and i have no idea how am i gonna spend my two weeks break now...Oh no im not gonna to rot myself at home..theres a lot for me to do actually but im not sure whether i can accomplished it or not..Past days,let me recall in a slick short phrase,had a chalet of my fren celebrating their anniversary,played pool (haha we won 4-3),had soccer,watching the sun sets ,hari raya outing and also walk around the island.Ya thats wat i do for the past few days .. My attachment is in 2 weeks time so as my exam result..geez why am i thinking of school stuff.Ya sometimes im wondering being alone and single is not good,furthermore when u nid that someone,ya anyone knows wat i mean?on the other hand being alone and single means u have thee freedom to do anything but wen u needs someone,u r at lost and donnoe to turn to..ya which one is better huh?anyone wanna debate?hahakz.farhan talking nonsense again! wat else to say...oh ya anyone interested to have a match of pool or bowling?do tag or ring me up ya? tats it for now coz my eyes getting smaller and smaller .....need to sleep lah..hehe see ya

2005-11-05T19:35:00.000-08:00

hey well what or how to put it,how to define Hari Raya Aidilfitri? Its a celebration for the muslim who have been fasting for the past 1 month,not just fast for hunger,but also we have to fast our eyes(see no evil),fast our nose(smell properly),our ear (listen no evil ) and also our mouth (talk properly and avoiding food)...Besides that its for family members to gather and ask for forgiveness...Its a happy occassion indeed....

Well this hari raya is kinda sad for me...not only my family have broken apart but also its an event that makes me sad ...For those who are in my plight ,will understand that Hari Raya Aidilfitri is an event which brought tears and sadness... But i have to be contented because out there,there are also some people who are have a worser state of life than me...All my prayers are for them so that tehy can stand on their feet and resume their path to the right way...

Well for the past days nothing much to do just stayed at hoime and served the guest..ya.....

Now im having my 3 weeks break and donno wat to do...Find werk?for 3 weeks,who would want that...so...ya anyone out there got any plan??hehehe

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2005-10-31T12:03:00.000-08:00

To All My Islam Peeps,.... Ingin ku ambil kesempatan ini untuk meminta ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kakiku keatas kesalahan dan terkasar bahasaku kepada anda semua selama kite berkenalan dan berkawan.. Dibulan baik yang akan datang ini ku ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN......

Happy deepavali

2005-10-31T11:02:00.001-08:00

TO All My INDIANS FRENZ,PEEPS AND BLOGGIES, Wishing ya a happy Deepavali ... :)

sorry sorry sorry

2005-10-31T11:02:00.000-08:00

hey guyz sorry didnt update coz my internet connection is shut off temporary and will be update again on monday 7 nov insyaAllah..k guyz take care and njoy life to the fullest......ROCK NVR DIE BABE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2005-10-14T21:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARHAN!!! oh well thats me..well today is my birthday and as usual have to celebrate it alone again for consecutive years...oh well thats usual of me... well,today im in thge morning shifts...haha early morning i have a gift from a non-living penguin...as i was writing report and as i was about to see the cubicle,i knock into a penguin sculpture wat is it called...haha..and one of the patient laugh at me...haha...well i dont know when im communicating with patient or stranger,i tok differently ....got that 'sleng' essence ah....haha thats unique of me...i get myself a present whichis a new haircut.....so far werking in paediatric ward kinda fun and bored...fun coz thepatient is cute and chubby,bored coz most procedure we cant do...alamak tak best sey. for the past 5 days,kinda ok the werk,meet new patients,know them better and also their parents and 'frenz'....then today after werk,walk slowly to home....as on my way home,a lot of things occur in my mind and also i ask God for two wishes on my way home..i dunno y..hehe only God knows me best....u wanna know wats the wishes??haha ask me personally lor...wat else to write..oh ya before i forgot i would like to than my frenz for wishing me 'Happy Birthday" such as firstly syazliana, fir,mas,ratna,the student nurse at ward 47,my relatives and also fizah...really appreaciate it though it just a msg,it meant a lot to me...i rememberu guyz till my last breath.....oklah thats it for now...see ya in the nest post.....

ok ok ah

2005-10-08T17:30:00.000-07:00

heres to kill time,today is the 4th day of Ramadhan which means muslims ppl have fasted for 4 days already....friday start skool at 2.00pm...had elective and then when to library to relax....after that got clinical lab at 6.00pm.....at 7 pm,we break fast fried mee which 'mak' make...its delicious and then after that resume class till 7.40 after that went home...after the class theres was an incident whereby one of them took my hp and play it around,if it was other day i dont mind,but i was waiting for one of the nurse to call me regarding my grandma condition which one of the nurses did a couple of minute after they return back my hp...my grandma blood pressure have not gone down since ......thats y i get mad when i ask for my hp back when they refuse to give it back...it was emergency,the staff will call me coz im the spokeperson for my grandma and what if something bad happen and they call but i didnt pick it up?wont i feel guilty?? i only have my brothers,and my grandparents in this world.....thats all for friday incidents,for those whom i have offended that day i deeply apologise .... thats it for friday...saturday- wake up at 4 and then eat after that sleep again ..wake up at 1100 am,bathe and then followed my aunt to kandahar street to buy some stuff......thats it for now....

under construction

2005-10-05T13:20:00.000-07:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

wee!!!

2005-10-05T13:10:00.000-07:00

hello peeeps ......its me again..wat a week .. now i at the bio comp lab with the gang doing my elective webpage excluding cheryl,kristine and jac who go to eat and siti who with yurihan .....had my health psycho test on tuesday and i must tell you guyz,wat a question man...a lot i dunno to answer,i shd forget getting a A,B,C grade for it... then ya,finally i had resolve the incident with her about the dispute which happened on friday...thats a GREAT relieve for me....now lets get back to the old ways where our gang are united as one alrite??? the MOMO gang........apart from that i also had resolve my differences with syaz and thats a relieve too....hmm well this week is our last week of our school and back to our attachment.....so TODAY is the start of a fasting month for the islam muslim people...SO to all my muslim frens and bloggers,wishing you all a smooth and happy fasting during this holy months,and for those my unmuslim frenz,dont tease me alrite,.....hahaha thats it for now will be updating my blog later....see ya

2005-06-16T19:21:00.000-07:00

Father:'Son where is the yellow-white wire?'
Son:'Im not sure,Y dont u check at the back of the tv?'
By then out of nowhere the father get enraged out of no reason and yelled back at hjis son...
Father:'Fuck you!!!! Pig!!!! Shit!!!! You looking for trouble is it?Lazy!!!pig!!!!
Son:(get up)..Whats wrong ???Y u Scolding me???
Father:(wanna throw a chair at the son)..
After that ......
Father:From now on u will not be my son..i disowned you!!!!!!
Son:(sobbing)..............(kept quiet)

Actually this is only a part of the story..the other part is soo scary..K frenz can u tell mein this case whose in the wrong...the place started at 11.00 wen the son is about to sleep coz hes having migraine then the father switch on the lights and wake him up and ask him that question.....The father then scold vulgarity to the son..and threatens to hit him wif a chair over a small incidents which the father started first...WHOSE FAULT???If u wanna know the full story ask me.....

For the past few weeks know i did not blog coz though it is a break week for me,i went out to work in a factory...so have no time to update..now i found a bit of time so i update a bit.......

Boom Shakalaka!

2005-06-07T20:00:00.000-07:00

Hey how r u guyz?This past weeks and days busy with my VTP(vocational training programme)..For tose who dont know ..its rthe same as hospital attachment but now we r paid for it.,,Well i have move place from ward 5G which is the onco ward to 54 which is the Orthopaedic ward...It means that that patient who r diabetic and also some of them who were involved in a road traffic accident.....Well out of five the first week i would rate it as 2 coz the staff nurse do their job and we stand there like one ding dong...The second week which is this week i would rate it as 4 coz we started to know the nurses and the patient well....Hey most of the male patients is either an old patient or patient wif tatoo on their bodies......hahahaa now we r like frenz....A lot of things happened in our ward.....i and the rest of the gang make new frenz with other NYP student nurse..But unfortunately there r no ITE student nurse ..So make no frenz wif them....After work we usually went home coz of of tiredness....From since till now i am thinkering and pondering whether to take up the sponsorship or not..Can anyone give me guidance....???Coz the main reason i want to take up the bond is to help my grandfather financially coz he has now stop working to help take care of his ailing wife which is my grandmother when im away to campus or for my attachment...So anyone ?????I really appreaciate ur words of comments..Thanks

update again

2005-05-21T18:00:00.000-07:00

Ladies and gentlemen ,im here to update my blog.....for the past 5 days,it was a fun attachment...the ward im in as if my second home like that....U know wat????On the womens cubicle,they gamble u noe...GAMBLE..hello cancer patient gamble ok???who say they r weak???Gamble money somemore..Actually i wanted to join but scared the sister will see me so have to see them gamble from a distance....Then got this uncle who is kinda old but funny leh....His movement and the way he is make us laugh...But sad thing he will be goin to the nursing home coz i heard his children could not afford to care for him...Poor old man....hes cute...hahah ...Other than the patient are quite friendly.....AAlthough some of the patient we have to dealt properly coz they were MRSA patient....Other than that its ok...The staff nurses mostly are from phillipines so wen they communicate they speaks in tagalog....hahah and im learning tagalog also hahahah 'Farhan pagi' ....Find out wat it means ok?hehehehe.Recently after work me donna and ratna will visit an uncle..our fav uncle who were transferred there after an op...now his doin fine..Thank You God.........hmmmm cum saturday...able to wake a bit late..wake up at 8 in the morning..then help my neighbur to do some cooking for a malay wedding later...the whole day playing games..nothing to do mah...then just now i have a surprise ...My x sms after quite sum day she did not sms ....................... klaah thats all for now.........k guyz take care and enjoy your day k?

update again

2005-05-21T04:13:00.000-07:00

Down

2005-05-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

hi my frens who were reading this,just to upgrade my blog since i did not update it for the past few days.....sorry..Actually im busy with my hospital attachment...mostly what i have studied is bathing patient,changing diapers,clean patient,urine analysis,stool specimen,parameters and wound dressings.....oklar the ward i gone to is an oncology ward which means cancer ward....i like to thank ratna,donna mas and otehr staff and student nurse who had work with me...its fun to be with u guyz....cheers......Haha

actually im kinda feealing tired rite now after the 5 days work....and kinda feeling down too....im feeling lonely rite now...MUM Y MUST YOU DESTROY MY HAPPINESS!!!!! i would have not been in this state if not for you....I REALLY HATE YOU!!!!!!!!! YOU DESTROY OUR HAPPINESS.....YOU DESTROY IT AND FOR THAT I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU....DONT EVER ASK FOR ANY FAVOURS FOR ME OK IF YOU READ THIS MSG>>>>>I HATE YOU!!!<<<<

A Mum's Best Presents...

2005-05-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

A real mum's love could not be compared to any other type of love....A mum will first cried to see her child born in this world.A mum will always put her child in front of anything than anyone/anything else...A mum will always protect their child from discomfort,danger and anything.. A mum will always pray for their child's safety,health and progress as the childs grew..A mum will always be with her child when she's needed or not..A mum will always be interested to know your exam results whether you had done badly or otherwise..A mum will ask your well being quite frequently...........................................................

For those who celebrated mother's day celebration today...Im wishing you guyz a Happy Mother's Day....For those who are not,like me......try to control ur emotions and be brave...i noe how you feel...For those mothers who are not celebrating wif your children today,i just want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day too...Dont be too sad thinking of Your children..They are fine out there......

Remember= "The Best Presents For Any Sons/Daughters Could Get Is A Mother's Care And Love "

......................Grrrr..........

2005-05-04T18:25:00.000-07:00

Boom shakalaka......Here to update my bloody blog again.... wat to say huh....well nothing much lets start from yesterday night....stayed up till 6 just now orning just to watch soccer match between chelsea and liverpool...CRAP liverpool won by 1-0...I have expected chelsea to won but.......i HATE LIVERPOOL>>>THEY R BETTER NAMED LIVERFOOL....hahaha then after the match...tried to sleep but cant until 6.00...so sleep...then about half an hour later theres a msg sent by donna stating that the results were out...so jumps out from my bed and check my net...to my surprise the webpage cant be access...so i ask cheryl and fir to check for......2 GUYZ TO CHECK IT OUT FOR ME...to my surprised i did fairly ok but kinda dissapointed..nvm...try harder next time....then went to clementi to buy a fan coz the old one spoilt and cant be fixed...so bought a new one.....then went home..........................

Welcome Back Farhanism

2005-05-03T11:09:00.000-07:00

hi ma frens ,not ma frens and the other world.....Im back hmmm most probable for some time to blog again......OK lets start...for the past months since i did not update this blog of mine.....the world seems to rotate faster.....a lot of things happen in a jiffy of times....some of them were the hectic schedule in the campus...my personnal life and also ma frenz...Geez thats different back in ma secondary school life where i take it as nothing happen but now......i think its life huh.....Though tend to be a joker like before but now it tends to subside......k last week witness a middle aged women being knocked down by a taxi and surprisingly it happen just outside the NUH taxi bay...My thought that time is to rushed at the lady and try to help her...but in the moment of second a couple of the staff nurses rushed to her so i have no chance to help her....heee......then for the couples of days before nothing much to do except to go hospital and back,play soccer and stay home.....thats it....for now....i will be back later in the night tata take care guyz...

Welcome Back Farhan......Wee

2005-05-02T20:00:00.000-07:00

wat a surprise of the year of a rooster

2005-02-15T10:08:00.000-08:00

well firstly i would like to say sorry coz did not update yesterday coz im too tired to go online.....well lets start on sunday .....hmmm around 12 my dad called me and ask me what i want......i said'naah dad,i want nothing'...then he said,'serious ah u dont want anything?its my bonus pay u know today'...hmm then i tell him' really ah????hmmm dad,let me think bout it first aight?' then about 2 hours later my dad called me again,'so have u made up ur mind??'...then i said reluctantly i want an hp coz my hp i wanted to give to my grandfather as his hp spoilt...so he willingly agreed to buy for me a handphone......then ard 6 i meet him at qsc.....we look ard to buy a handphone....at first i wanted to buy a cheap handphone but then my father tell me whether the cheap hp is at on gd quality and whether the hp got camera or not...tyhen i tell him its ok anything fine wif me......then i ask him to piuck any phone for me.......we went around the qsc but the hp shop dealer say most hp is not at stock...then we took a cab to jurong point but still also no stock yet..so he decided to go to jurong west near his friend house to get the phone...to my surprise,he bought 3 hp...model 6670(2) and 7610....then i ask him...SERIOUS AH?then he said of course.....hehe then went home ard nearly 10 oclock..then i realise i have not done my project..so i went to the internet to find some things...at last i found something,and thats ard 12.00..then i pick up my hp and i thought wanted to call syaz but i said to myself,that shes fallen asleep..so i msg her wif sweet content,....happy valentines day to her.....after that i did a bit of the project till 2.00 am..then went to sleep..the next day was too tired to wake but no choice but to wake up for lectures.......after skool we went to play pool wif our member.....hahah reachj home ard 6.30 and took an hour rest...aftyer that i clean myself and then went to sleep coz really toooooo tired to do anything and thats including my ica project which i have to do and finish up by today but who cares..theres always tomorrow rite..hehehehe tata

busy busy busy

2005-02-13T15:15:00.000-08:00

haloha peeps sori didnt update yesterday coz too tired...in the morning wat do i huh???oh nothing...just playing some games and do my research for the ica....play gunbound after that wif shafiq...SHAFIQ ITS 6-5 dingdong...luckily its server off.....kinda busy these days coz need to find something for my ica...then ard 4 went to soccer trainng with my new soccer boots.....wah i must tell u...its like magic man..hehe scored couples of nice goals but unfortunately i kinda twisted my neck when im doing warm up...till now its painful....haiz...then after soccer we when to the nearest coffee shop to have a drink...out of my thirstyness,i drank 2 cups of iced milo...heheheheh then went home....upon reaching home i applied some medicated oil ard my neck hopefully it will soothe the pain BUT i cant sleep the whole night coz of the pain........ARGHHH...

Well well welll

2005-02-11T08:34:00.000-08:00

Wohoooooooo!!!! My tagboard is being flooded just becoz they dont agreed to what i have said in my previous post.....well what i meant was a number of girls not ALL girls.....i know ur all so i dont pressume u to be that type of girls......relax babes......hmmm lets change topic before it gets to the boiling point...hehheehhehe yesterday wat i did huh...hmmm nothing much but doing my research for my ICA....after that play gunbound and then smses...thats all...basically yesterday nthing to do but slacking at home...well thats shit....being cramped at home all day.....heehehehe luckily today im not cramping at home...will be goin to mosque later and after that going to have some sort of 'window shopping'....becoz theres nothing to do.........hehehe thats it for now.......i will write my post at the end of the day...tatatatata.....take care guyz and girls out there

2005-02-09T21:23:00.000-08:00

hi today is a piss off day for me........i thought today got soccer..so i and shafiq and firdaus go to tampines to play the soccer match but they cancelled last minute...so pissing off man...but i kip my cool...luckily it was not my original team that i played for.....then we took nearly half an hour to discuss wat shuld we do...as a result,me,firdaus,shafiq,faya and shahul decide to play soccer at jurong there...after we reach je mrt at about 5...we went straight to the soccer court and then play soccer...as i did not wore a shoe,i played soccer barefooted...wah the court is damn hot and then lastly i got a blister at my sole of foot.....then as i on my way home...syaz msg me.....her response is like hmm how to say eh...well i aid hows was her day and so on on and on....she reply oklor......notbad.....as if her response to me was reluctant like that....till now i still cant configure how does girl atttue like...mostly not all....are they like to be arrogant????do they like to make us,guyz fil dissapointed once upon wen we contact them??????can someone explain how do girls function????my day is like that then her respond like that...walao........y??tell me y????

After 0 level

2005-02-08T14:20:00.000-08:00

heya ......how r u dude?hope u r feeling good today dude......so wanna am i supposed to write,dude?oh well i will write abit about syaz.....as u all know the hype at school quite high for group 13 of shs nursing school ya....well im gonna say this and makes thing clear....syaz and me are only frenz for now..........thats wat we have concluded...but after her o level......she's prepared to patch up wif me......oh well wat im gonna say.......so my answer to her is that i will wait for her....full stop........hehe....Dudes u all not goin out to relax this coming festival????????u all have any plans to make?????make it happening dude......signing off.....3.....2....1..... *whoossh*

IM BACK

2005-02-06T21:12:00.000-08:00

Hi GUyz.....wow what a long break i tok from blogging......actually i were lazy to blog becoz of presentation and personnal stuff...NOT BECOZ OF GUNBOUND K?.....well for the past two months or so...theres a lot of thing happen in my life...this things can either change me or kill me...but im still here..the old same farhan...for the past two months,i have endure sadness,happiness and also hardship........Sadness becoz of my mum attitute...hopefully ur parents dont have the same attitude as my mum...seriously speaking........when my grandma which is her mom wanted help from her financially ,she said 'NO MONEY',and when ask to visit my grandma she said no time.......what the hek man......although im pissed off wif her attitute,in our religion(Islam) no matter what happen we have to respect our parents,so i have no choice but to respect her......haiz ....another thing which makes me sads becoz of one girl...SYAZ.......nvm if u all dunno her......well she has change to a very different persons....last time she give me all the honeyed words that exists in the dictionary...but now words that come out from her mouth were very rough........shes change to a nice and caing girl to a materialistic and arrogant girl...Are all girls like that?no offence huh.........haiz....theres a lot more which i dont think u all r interested to read rite?...For happiness...well everyday i will try to be hepi...superficially i will force myself to be hepi if im not hepi .....but deep inside im a mysterious guuy..........well now the semester's timetable is tight and stress ful maybe becoz the new intake this year is much earlier......added to its will be our ICA,test and last thing which gonna kill me is the ISP and the VTP....which will last for 7 damn long weeks.........haizi hope i can survive that....k thats it for now ..hope i have the time to blog aain..maybe tommorrow???heheh k see ya guyz...take care aight

my life

2004-12-09T22:38:00.000-08:00

hi,hmmm about this post of mine,let me share wif u guyz my background and mylife aight?If u dont like it its ok........:) .....

for the past 18 years on my life....
i have one common thing in my mind which is to have a happy family........ y i said this..here goes the story...

For the past 18 years,the person who have brought me up is not my mum or dad,but its my grandma and grandpa....For that long 18 years,my grandparents have brought me up wif their utmost love and care.......I still remember they were the first person who send me to kindergarten school and also pick me up after school...During that time i was so naughty that i ran here and there,as my grandparents shouted at me to be careful...thats wat i called love....Then i remember during my primary school days...hmm that time is primary 1....my grandma would even come to my school during recess to see whether i eating or not...thats wat i called care. evryday my grandma would iron my schooll uniform without fail...thats wat i called a my loved ones.....And during i get my psle results....even though my parents were there but they couldnt care less......wat they say when i get my results 'so u pass or not?'..wen i say yes,they say 'ok good,at home u chose which sec school u wanna go'...thats wat i call unsincere......when i reach home i told my grandparents that i pass my psle....u noe wat they did?they cried for me and hug me...thats wat i called love........Now lets talk during secondary school....during my n level exam......my parents did not support me...they didnt ask me whether i studied or not,whether i prepared for the exams..during that period,they even quarrels ,shout at each other over small things wen im study.....I tell myself that after n level i wanted to quit school and work...but after i told my grandparents bout that,they instantly rejected it and they say 'Han,i want u to study and go to a polytechnic,we like u to finish ur sec schools and go to poly,thats our wish'...Guyz because of my grandparents word that i came to poly,not because of my parents wish........im grateful that i have granted my grandparents wish......its an honour for me..
K lets talk bout now......bout my family alrite...
You guyz think that i have money to spend this and that,well tell u honnestly,i dont have that much money.....i really want to work but now my grandma is sick and cant take care of herself thats y i cant go to work.....the money which i buy my stuff is from my saving which i kept it from young to buy a car.......now its not worth it anymore....sometimes i use the money to pay for my grandma medical cost as she each month have to go for check up on her health.....Because of taking care of my beloved grandma,i cant go for relationship...to those my x steady,thats one of the reason which led me not paying much attention to u,though u said im a nice and perfect guy for u,i must give more attention to my grandma because she is my priority.....i really wanted to have a relationship,y?because my mum is no more beside me so i need someone who really close to share wityh..although my grandma ask me to find a girl,i said i have to study first...heheheh
Klah guyz i think this long post have taken much of ur time and i apologise for that..........take care u guyz and remember to treasure ur love ones coz its a blessing to have someone really close to ya........till we meet at the next post aight...

sori sori but busy

2004-12-02T19:21:00.000-08:00

sori im busy recently ah........now only free...wat can i say huh?ok lets start on monday the 29.....i have a test in the morning on sociology..the paper is so so ah..managed to do it..then in the afternoon i wen to equinox...wif shafiq,az,donna and az cousin sister and fren.....wow....its was fantastic y???bcoz of having a high tea at a 70 storey building...the scenery was fabulous....shafiq said that i like one of az cousin but tell uu shafiq,though she is pretty,imj not her type of guy and i have no feeling for her now....heheh then next daywhich is on tues,we went to the vaccination course...well its was an experience but its was rather boring...luckily i nade a new song of of hey ya...rite guyz??hahah after that we went to lot 1...actually we wanted to watch movie but the show start very the late.....rather we go to play pool....hahaha we decided to play best 5 out of 5,boy vs girl....and the end?????the guyz win.....hahhhaghhaha then after that we have a meal at long john then went home...on wednesday well nothing to do...so stay home and play guinbound the whole day.........today........wake up late ard 2.......nothing to do oso....so just play gunbound at home...hehehe

rock ya body ma check one two

2004-11-22T17:34:00.000-08:00

hi guyz,sori didnt post for a week....k lets start on saturday the 20 november.....we, i mean me firdaus,shafiq,donna,mas,azlina,ct and yuurihan wen to jalan raya....hehehe promise to be at redhill mrt at ard 10 but i came kinda late...sori for those who were involved there...i though im the one who is the latest to come but no,it was followed by shafiq and then the couples,ct and yurihan...hehehe during our waiting for ct and her guy,mas and donna started to fire at all cylinders to my ears...''wat time is it now?'',''y they so late?'','' u noe i got hockey training at 6 rite?''hehhehe...wen they come,we took a cab to azlina house followed by syazwana house then firdaus house after that my house,shafiq house,mas house,yurihan house and ct house lastly...hey i have to admit their house is umpteen times better then my house....so nice decorated and simply marvellous...then many things happen on this day,particularly donna....on each and every house we vesited,she will always go to the toilet...haha i donno y....donna r u trying to rate ur toilet????wahahathen last minute mas training cancelled..haiz if we know earlier we would stay at each house longer...then we took a lot of photo.....

after that ,we went home ard 8...gosh i have to hurry to my aunt house coz nid to watch EPL match between man u and charlton..hahaha man u won...for those who were anti-man u,haha man u won man u won.......then i went back home ard 2...then sleep....too tired...then next day my grandpa ask me to wake up early coz got visitor to come...haiz....wen they come ,have to entertain them,after they left i cntinue to sleep....at bout 4,i and my bro decided to play pool so we play pool at queenstown.finish that we went to clementi to buy some baking needs coz my aunt ask me to make cornflake wif honey as her colleagues ordered it....so i guess until here i write my post...see ya later...bye take care u guyz....

hi

2004-11-16T21:23:00.000-08:00

hi guyz...sori didnt update coz very the busy....so now got a bit of freedy time....goin to update a bit....lets start wif the first day of hari raya....
well on the morning of hari raya which is on sunday....damn i wake up damn late coz the night before dong some last minute clean up so sleep at 2....then the next day wake up at 7.30...gosh im late for the prayers......so its late wat to do...then i on the tv and listen to the priest(imam) commanding the hari raya pray.....then out of the blues i feel sad...coz usually i celebrate wif my parents but now....my mum couldnt care less....she did not call us to give us her blessing.....i really feel low....at some times i cried for a while....but not in front of my grandma......i would find a quiet spot hoping that my mum would call me and give me her blessing but it did not......i feel really down.....as to not let my feeling go astray,i camouflage my sadness to happiness in front of my grand ma and grandpa nad my relatives by showing a happy mood....

then at 10 all my relatives- my grandparents children came...so i have to attend to them...then we exchange forgiveness as usual and chatting laughing out loud...as usual im the noisiest coz if not,they would feel something is wrong wif me......then ard 4/5 after they left,i went to pasir ris to vist my other grandparents.....stayed there till10/11..hehehe at there,there were a lot of pretty malay girls.....hehehe kinda cute ..hehehe but im not ready to have a relationship at this moment of my life..u should noe y....... after that went home.......luckily my grandpa say that there r no more guest,they will come the next day...so i go to my uncle house whick at the opposite block to watch soccer....ended at 2 then go home and slip...
the next day.....
wake up at 10 .....get myself reay and clean the house coz got guest coming...they come ard 12...entertain them and then wen they left,i follow my uncle to relative house......luckily got own lorry but the lorry ....aiyoh very the hot.....first we go to cck the yishun then hougang then queenstown....haiz very tired...reach home ard 10/11 then straight away rest and then sleep...hehee

helloz amigoz....

2004-11-11T15:34:00.000-08:00

hiya peeps...just writing a new post because had nothing to do.....haiz...
days goes past without waiting for man.....the sun shines brightly without knowing how long it shines....the rains act as a visitor to the earth upon dropping by....

well yesterday nitez have noting better to do.....whole night in front of tv just watching wat the programme is showing......then azlina msg me to conferenicing...so decided to conference with donna and az....they ask me to call shafiq for conferencing but shafiq cant as he had to go to his aunt house....i noe the reason he go to his aunt house......then chat wif donaa and az....chat bout everything most ly bout shafiq and donna hahahaha...then az tok bout her couzin to us...she introducing her couzin to me....hehehe no matter how pretty they are,my heart still have not recovered since last year....so its very difficult for me to find a new girl as a special someone...sori....hehehe then after conferencing watch tv again then listen to some malay song.......then at about 12...out of no where myfren girlfriend called me...she ask me whether im free and can lend her a listening ear...so i agreed.....its bad to turn down a girl request...so chat wif her until 1......her problem is that she having problem wif her guy....her guy now keeps ignoring her...so i give her some advice and tell her not to get to worried bout this,and i say to her that i will tok to her guy which is my frren oso lah......hehehe after that i straight away sleep.....wake up at 4 to eat then sleep again till 9...my grandma ask me to go to market to buy some things for the hari raya.....after reach home sleep agai till 12......then haha i continue later ah....

in my mind....

2004-11-04T02:52:00.000-08:00

as i was lazying aroun on the sofa...many thoughts came out froom my mind........firstly..how i wish to have a happy family,whom mum and dad cared a lot to their children,whom mum and dad love each other and whom mum and dad laugh together and not always lock horn together......how i wish they would not be separated so every weekends we can have a family gathering not like now,every weekends have to be alone,.no one for me to lend their shoulders......whom i can make them laugh,a laughter which makes me proud to have those type of family....but........y should there be hatred everywhere????y should there be vengeance here and there???y cant there be peace???y cant there be love everywhere???..........................many question to answer but no answer to answered the question.......next on my mind....should i trust girls again and find someone special to be my girk?????should i or not after tat unforgettable incidence which happened last year??.....the girl whom i love dearly,the girl whom im willing to sacrifice everything that she wanted?? can i gain that confidence back and taste again the taste of love??? the colour of love???? to be occupied by love so i wont be lonely????? how am i supposed to answer this question in all??

sori guyz to take ur time to read this post,now get too emmotional...as my friends,i like to share wats in my thoughts and wats is my background.......to noe more about my background,just ask me and im willing to tell ya coz u guyz are my buddies after all................see ya soon guyz...take care............

helo helo helo

2004-11-04T02:33:00.000-08:00

yo peeps...sori didnt update my blog coz too busy not because of study but busy wif my personnal life......wat should i say???...well today is a tiring day for me man......As hari raya celebration is approaching.....my grandma and aunt ask me to paint the house....wao its was a tedious job coz i have to paint the whole living room...started painting from1 till night......after that i took a bath coz my face and havds were mostly covered by the paints....after 11+ i take a rest ,i intend to sleep but i wanted to watch soccer so decided not to slip...u all want to know wat am i thinking or dreaming as i waited the soccer match to start????check out for the next posting........

yo peeps

2004-10-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

well well well today is saturday and its suppose to be an enjoyment day but becoz of the exam coming,enjoyment day become study day...........thought of going to queenstown library to do revision,but end up at room to study.....study study study for 2 hours but onlu covered till tissue....haiz...then closed my book and went back to slepp....after that surf the inernet for 30 mins or so then shut down then lows 4.30.....then i went to shop to buy some groceries and later cook for break fasting...........later at night wewatch soccer match...well it was a frustating match ............i dont want to tell u which team ok...hahaha....i at my aunt house till 1 then go home to slip.before that,i writing my post to you...am i sweet?????hahahahaha.....thats it peeps for my eccentric saturday

Farhan.s cooking

2004-10-29T21:20:00.000-07:00

well today kinda slack,wakee up at 9.30 then have my morning bath.....after that get my bro ready to skul.......i thought of joining shafiq,donna and azlina to study together but my grandma ask me to cook today for breaking the fast later so i have to cancel that...sori u guyz :(.....later i went to the masrket to get some stuff....around the afternoon...i decided to bake a cake to break my fast later at 6.51......so i decided to make a chocolate cake.......phew lucky no one at home...the whole kitchen is in a mess with flour all over...and my face is covered with flour after i accidentally sift the flour aggressively...hahaha then after all done i quickly clean up......during clean up,i hear to some music especially the reason.......as i was cleaning and listening to the song,i take the mop stick,act ir as a mic and sing....hahaha....nothing to do wat..........lastly i let my grandparent to taste the cake and they compliment it...hehe so i guess i can become a chef...wahaha CHEF FARHAN everybody...lets put ur hand together for chef farhan!!!!hahaha

hi

2004-10-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

Hi sori guyz i didnt post up my posting recently cost i have been busy late with revision.........my life now quitwe busy at the moment coz of exam.....first of all the exam was very the difficult hor........especially sosiology....i dont know wat they ask for...haiz...nvm bout that...lets come back to my life...well after the test,we i mean,me ratna,az,shafiq go to donna house to see white chick....well its was very funny movie......hahaha...after that i play a bit of counter strike and then they all take picture of us..........want to see???hmm click on the link on the left titled,my frenz and me which were taken by my fren,donna from her house....so check it out

Sori

2004-10-27T18:33:00.000-07:00

Sori i did not post any posting....exam is under way so i write if i can find time ok?/really sori

when my day goes in daze...

2004-10-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

the day strike within and the the night starts to begin.....thast how fast my day today.......wake up at 4 to eat and didnt sleep after that.......as usual for me,started to dream and dream and dream...after that nothing to do,so i write a poem,but its not complete yet....its about my life from then till now.......the clock starts to tick and tick....haiz.....well after that started to look back my life......since joining nyp....well it started during the orientation....first we all like a stranger to one another...i think im the first one to start the commotion to get them goin....first we sit in a circle to have our meal....well the meal was alrite ah....during meal,my eyes were looking around to c my future mates......we didnt tok to each other except me toking to the guyz.....me started toking the girls during the err...err....wat they call the theatre???cant remember the name...well we supposed to have an amazing race and treasure....im supposd to tke part but in the end,i didnt,just sitting in the theatre hall toking to the senior and started to know the girls....first of all the one that caught our attention is none other than donna....at first me started to call her IMH because of her eccentric behaviour...hahaha .....the day goes by and the orientation ended and we went on our separate ways home..........continue on the next posts ok..tired ah

continue....

2004-10-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

at the first day of skool...we bagan with tutorials and from then we get to know each other.....as days goes by......we can be consider like a small family consisting of me,donna,azlina,mas,ratna,ct,benhwa,kristine,jac,cheryl............each time we had our lecture at the lecture hall,we would sit together...hehehe cool ya....from then till now,i have discovered a lot about my buddies.......about their ups and down and also know a bit about their family background....
Haiz now's already october and the school already coming to an end of semester...then we have our two months break.......should i say this or not huh...but it sound a bit of mushy......dont laugh ya.....im gonna miss ya guyz.....ur laughter and support has bring a ray of life in the darkness of my life...thanks u ya....i will not forget u all even though we may be apart some time i the future.......hmmm you all can forget about me but i will not let the memories fade away in my heart...and thats im gonna promise ya coz im confident that i will not have a bunch of fren who r really special to me.....as the day wen by,no matter rain or shine,rough or smooth,u guyz will be my dearest fren for all i know......it will take a million and million years to forget you guyz...

2004-10-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

hiya peeps. well today is a very tiring day for me.wake up at 2.45am to see soccer match between manchester united and sparta prague.Its was a boring match to see as it ended in a goalless draw.After that around 4.15,i have to cook for my brother- as today we were fasting and has to eat suomething before 5.21 am.I just whoop sum simple dish as i was lazy to cook a proper meal.After eating,i return to my sleep.But my sleep didnt last long coz i has to wake up at 7 to get ready for morning tutorials.Its soo Irritating u noe.Reach at jurong east mrt station to wait for my peeps and then go straight to my campus(nanyang polytechnic).Upon reaching ,i go straight to the tutorial room.After the tutorial ended at 9.40,i intend to go straight home and dont go to the afternoon lecture but my peeps didnt want to tap for my card for my attendance so i have no choice but to go to the lecture.In the lecture room,its was boring man,i wanted to sleep but the voice of the lecturer kip buzzing in my ear that prevents me from goin to daze

Passport To Know Mohammad Farhan

2004-10-14T13:46:00.000-07:00

Hi today is my birthday and i have to go to nyp campus for lectures.I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!! i feel kinda bored.......my wish for my birthday is to make everyone feel happy and also trying to find that special someone......really feel lonely without anyone to bother...ARGHHH!!!!